Dilemma...

I'm back..from bbmooning.. in Bintan~...
i have to agree tat there's really nth much to do there.. xcept, they've got a nice beach.. =D
we practically jus stayed in the hotel room.. on th 1st day we decided to check out their so called nice marketplace..Pasar Oleh Oleh.. but, its a disappointment!.. there's practically nobody n nothing there..we headed back to Rin Jap restaurant n had a set meal plus a plate of sushi for 67 SING DOLLARS! i mus say, they do have ridiculous prices there..*eg, $14 for a plate of CHAR KWAY TEOW?*... so on the 2nd day, we jus stayed on in Nirwana Resort Hotel.. went for a short swim..due to the downpour, n went to have a walk on the beach.. beautiful scenery, i have to say.. but my dearest hubbie was smsing..cos tat's e only place his hp could get a reception..hahaha.. n guess wad, we ate cup noodles tat nite..cldn't afford another hole in our pockets~e only thing we enjoyed, the peacefulness of the beach... n of cos, the FREE breakfast buffet at hotel!.. =D

it was supposed to be a happie day..e day we came back.. i was supposed to have 2 more days of peace.. n i don understand.. i jus DONT.. why isit tat each time i'm not arnd, STH.. JUS STH have to happen to u.. n i don understand.. why am I the ONE to feel BAD? WHY?! ... sometimes, i jus feel it isnt fair.. sometimes, i noe.. i don deserve this..yet, i jus cant help feeling bad over this matter.. not for YOU..not for HER.. is for the rest of them...